True Reality

Seeing your smile enter the room

Thoughts of affection signal my doom

Fear of your rejection forms a thick, sticky gloom

Your presence hits me like a dart

Piercing even the deepest emotional part

Giving myself an honest refusal

Doubtful that I could ever win your approval

Self-inflicted denial is better then yours

With every heartbreak, I hate myself more

Under a constant state of raining

God is my only source of draining

With his strength, I swallow the pain

Assuming a single life is all I have to gain

Everything I feel is true reality

Happiness has become a stranger to my personality