Self-Portrait

 

The thoughts through my mind

May shock you blind

The anger that has bind

Love and peace I can’t seem to find

 

My parents have told me time & time

My mind is useless as a dime

There negative comments are a constant wine

 

Following is list of common complaints that hurt like a bat

I’m nothing but an immature, ugly, hairy, useless, poor, wasteful brat

 

I’m so ashamed of myself

Looking at a mirror doesn’t help

 

I’m the lowest of the low

Society and parents gave the biggest blow

 

I think often and cry

Wanting to peacefully die

 

I have interesting thoughts of homicide

Peaceful thoughts of suicide

 

Without the love I need

The deepest desire I must feed

 

Constant feeling that people hate me

Blaming me for every angry person I see

 

Life is better for people without me

A permanent trip to hell is free

 

There is no good in my life

Looks like I’ll never see a wife

 

Love is a cheap, useless word

Destined for death like a sick, baby bird